Feeling lonely, feeling hopeless, feeling sad, missing people, feeling emptiness...
I will always feel these feelings no matter what happens. I mean whenever I think things are ok, then a new thing comes up. A new sad thing, so no matter how much we try, these feelings are going to come again. But on the other hand I do feel happy things happen too. No magical potion for being happy you know? So feeling sad is part of my life now.